Tina is often in unknown whereabouts. She takes her Tarot cards and does what they tell her to do or what she thinks they tell her to do, or not to do. She has a hard time making decisions. No one ever told her how to make a decision. She relies on the cards but sometimes she mistrusts them.
So,
I said to my wife,
I said…..I said….
“Fred!…. Things have gotta change.”
In this moment, I drop all self concern and meet you completely.
Glasses on or off, eyes open or closed, there is nothing to see now.
There’s no point trying to see when you are in the dark.
You have to wait until you are in the light to see.
Let it go when you are in the dark and wait without waiting.
Or What?
Sometimes it’s just about wanting to give up.
It’s only from trying too hard. Doing the same things over and over and not getting the same not gotten results.
For what?
And then to have it fall into another’s lap and know it’s not for you.
It’s just what isn’t.
I have seen the squirrel again. Twice, in fact. Each time around eleven in the morning and on the same block of the same street. I see her dash across the street with the acorn in her mouth and in three different yards, bury the acorn. She does it whole heartedly with quick efficient strokes. I guess there’s not much doubt in an animal’s mind. They are either doing it or not doing it.
Sometimes there’s a lot to say and sometimes there isn’t.
Tonight there isn’t
These two people are reacting to the same news.
It’s like that sometimes. Sometimes it’s W. T. F. wtf? and sometimes
i’m going crazy beacuse of this andsome days it’s all caffeine, banana bread and corn chips
somedays it’s just hard to stay in Balance.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Somedays it isn’t.
Love, Dana
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